i am woman hear me bleed

gross i know

but you know what? if i have to suffer then all of you (heh) have to. this just sucks. but it also helps explain the complete emotional breakdowns i've been having lately. of course, there were other factors involved, serious ass fucking factors involved, but still. i didn't enjoy the tailspin thankyouverymuch

so, now i'm trying to just move forward, knowing that my grade was changed, knowing that i'll be changing advisors and knowing i keep my funding. i'm trying to stay focused on these positive things. it's hard, but i'm trying.

so now i have to finish putting the new photos in the book, make some copy changes, print it out and have it bound for the conference coming up.

i have to prepare my otoliths and start counting rings and entering and analyzing my transect data. hopefully i'll be able to present that in november.

i just looked at the calendar and with my funding changing, things are going to be TIGHT. my current funding ends aug. 30 and my new funding doesn't start until NOVEMBER 1ST!!!! auauuuuuuughhhhhhh!!!!

thank goodness for the berry farm or i would fuck-ed. i'm just glad i don't have classes fall quarter. i may have to take the stats class over in the winter, you know the one that i almost failed becuase i was spending to much monkey time and not enough homework time....

lol

hee

bitchy i know

but i'm bleeding

so it doesn't count