jeezus look at the date

i knew that resting in between sitting on the toilet between hellacious diarhea attacks would piss me off today. dammit. and i full well know that i even got the maximum amount of work done under the circumstances and it still pisses me off.

no i don't have control issues thankyouverymuch

and i'm feeling all stressed out and god forbid it's quiet around here. no i know that this is going to make me sound like an ungrateful jackass because i'm living here for basically free but do you have to make me feel like a hostage to you? jeezus. my grandma was on the phone with my sister and she was complaining about her life (2 kids, no money, hubby works 2 jobs - all legit stuff but she forgets that they own two full-sized vehicles that are WAY beyond their means and everything has to be new, and oh let's not get one dog but TWO, and small growing children MUST have name brand clothes....)

and well, my grandma's loud. even when she's not mad she talks like she's yelling at you. ack. so i went in and started to sloooowwwly shut the door to the room she was in and she stops the phone convo WHAT ARE YOU DOING? i'm just shutting the door, i'm trying to study. and i say this in the most mellow and soft tone i can muster. and she says LEAVE IT OPEN I'LL TALK SOFTER.

well, we know that's just a universal impossibility. she can't do it. but there's no sense in saying anything because at times like these when you need something, like some consideration then you get things THROWN back in your face. like you're living there for free, or it's her house, or i can move if i want.

i could stab her in the eyes too but i'm not gonna.


ACK

D-DAY 8 DAYS