holidays...meh

still hate 'em.

not much has changed.

but i'm leaving tomorrow for a house-sitting gig and i'll just come back for christmas, not for the pre-toomanypeopleinthishouse festivities.

so my baby was supposed to come in february.she's mad at the grouper. cuz we found out they spawn in march to may, instead of april to september. i can hear her now "stooopid grouper"

but i think, and i'm sure she'll let me know if i'm wrong...but we've ironed it out and so far have been able to make alternative plans. which is good. i'm sad she's not coming in feb. i mean we've known each other over a year now and when she said she wants to come here that was a year ago. and it seemed sooooooooo incredibly far away. and of course i'm amazed she still talks to me.

i'm a bit more high-maintenance emotionally than i ever imagined i could be in a relationship. i thought i was the total happy-go-lucky girl. well, turns out that was someone else...lol...not me

anyway, she's coming in october and if i can manage to not flip out on her anymore then we'll be good.

i do love her. SMOOCHES